sigh.... yesterday went to send the last batch that's going before me. sadness just keeps overflowing. airports only means depression and sadness. i'm sure as hell going to miss arguing with Hadi@joey, and posing in still memories with kakak ilana-chan. but hey... 'bertemu, berpisah adat manusia'. aint no lie in that.
my 4th of july celebration sucked big time. the only thing that was nice was driving on the way back to troy from newark. now that's great view of great fireworks. all i can say is, driving back, and looking at everything as i pass by, was, well... different. it just gets to you in the heart.
its amazing how time works. one minute you're having lunch at ihop's, next thing you know... wham!! within one day difference, you're eating in a mamak's stall asking for the best roti canai in town, and the price is equivalent to a cup of hot chocolate here in the US. one time you're chilling with your buds, wham!! next thing you know, you're sitting down bored to the bones only to drive around in kota kinabalu driving your sis and mom around(dad doesnt let me drive his new monster truck). hehe.
basically, i'm still not sure if i want to spend some more money here in the US. there are slightly some more stuff i need to buy, but its not even for me. cash is just flowing the longer i'm chilling here. last time went to woodbury, 'duit' (harga sebenar di rahsiakan), hilang begitu sahaja. damn, and one of them is something i dont think i'll be wearing frequently except on very very very special occasions. bollocks.
lastly, a friend of mine says im a nerd. hehe. but hey, i think everyone has their napoleon dynamite inside. everyone has that strange anal-ity of something nerdish. the most macho or craziest looking men might play chess and was a wakil daerah or state or sumthing. the hottest girl in school probably studies and reads abundantly from news papers to current issue magazine. and if someone starts making an intellectual joke, and everyone laughs, everyone definitely has a nerd deep inside them. all in all... we're ALL NERDS. snort snort.... freakin idiots.... GOSH.... hahhaahahha.
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