End of classes....

went out of my last class, with two fingers in the air, and went to the pub with my friends. DID NOT try alcohol :). but tried something called non-alcoholic beer? something like that. shit. why the fuck do people drink anyway? it tastes like crapt. although its not alcohol, but that's how it roughly tastes like. like in the words of liz, Ass-tastic. hahaha. but people has different choices, different opinion, i've done some shit i'm not proud either. been roughly a nice boy last week. hahaha. somewhat laa lebey kurang. went to green day concert. absofuckinglutely Fabulous!!!! i dont listen to punk rock, but dude... if you have the chance to go to a GREEN DAY concert, PERGI!! just GO!! they are truly real entertainers. they connect with the audience, walaupun tatau lagu2 dier bawak, i had so much fun. wanted to jump in into the mosh pit, but sadly the security just got too tight.

My favorite class of all classes this semester has ended last week. i feel sad, soo sad... yet that's life. Capoeira. setakat nih, i think that was the only REAL thing that kept me going this semester. the people, the intensity, the practice, the exercise, the Graduardo Furacao, Graduardo Pashtor, and Penzinho were great instructors. oh, btw, my capoeira name is... jeng jeng jeng.... Urso... which means The Bear. hahaha. i was wondering why, and the whole class said 'DUDE IT IS SOOO THE HAIR!!'. sadly, i think i agree with them. i must cut hair this week!! MUSSST.

packing tak start lagik, byk giler shit nak pack up. kotak dah ada. but still... bullshit. banyak giler. blaargh. pressure. dah ler baru tau petronas dah tak masuk duit dah. ingat dierang masuk sampai august. now i have to work extra hard. seriously extra hard. fuck. hutang sumer almost abis bayar. sket jekk lagik. registrar and then im done.

i must say... after my final senior design presentation, things were somewhat fast.. and slow. hahahahah. i just dont remember shit. soo fucking tired. the only thing i remember is talking on the phone, and falling down into the cupboard. hahahahah. bullshit. soooo many... mixed feelings.

i dont know when exactly i came up with this poem, havent given a title yet, but i was soooo into it at that time. tak ingat biler buat.

untitled....

Dulu kau tinggalkan aku,
Kau buat ku merayu,
Tapi bila kau kembali nanti,
Harapan ku hanyalah kau mati

Jahanam untuk segala buatan mu,
Tikaman mu beberapa kali,
Pasal mu ku benci masa lalu,
Ku mahu kau rasakan hati seperti ini

Matilah kau dibakar api,
Payah bertahun untuk ku lari,
Tapi kini kau kembali,
Dan kini aku hanya menegakkan jari,
Pergilah mati, walaupun ku pedih di hati

irfan's buzzing thoughts at 201....

fucking hell, one more exam, and then im done. you know, as i was driving one day with ferr and sung, we came up with a topic, a topic of the last time we're driving out of troy. i couldnt say shit man. its going to be the last time ever. you can never look back anymore. you turn around and look from the car, you know its just not going to be the same anymore. shit are just so fucking different. my room is just such a wreck right now. tak kemas tak aper. biler ntah nak packing. havent packed yet. freaking out. hahahaa

sleeping in my room again... and its just not the same. its just soooo... different. just miss some... comfortness. everytime i step into my room, i feel like death is just waiting. blargh. whta the hell am i talking about. hahaah. blurry giler.

i am now officialy a naruto freak. that show just sucks me into it like i'm nothing!! hahaha. damn japanese corporate media. hahaha. i need to run and do more sit ups than i have so far. kali nih ada gym partner fera. muahahahahah. man, the change of weather is making me sick. honestly, tader idea nak tulis aper nih. just soooo sooooooo blurry. blurry from lsat nite's too much sleepingg? too much eating? ntah laa.... but i'm going for nice flat iron abs. hahaha. okay laa lalok sket....

laters...