Surreal... but Sweet....

So many things happened in just 3 whole days.... probably the best moment of my life in Sabah. just going with the flow... if it happens... it happens... if not... ive learn so many things and i dont think id be pissed if it didnt work.

I dont know what to say... because usually when things actually starts happening... i become reserved... so... yeap... i dont know what to say. ahahaha. but i do miss Miss Melody.... with her lenggok, and her down to earth hi, and sweet sweeeet smile.... she's definitely my number 2 girl rite now. sorry atiee, fera, mary, i have to bump you guys up. who's number 1? well it involves a lot of driving and a lot of coffee and partying.

when i was chillin at shenanigans, i accidentally met 2 of my primary school friends. hahaha. and one guy didnt expect to see me the way i am, and the other guy, i didnt expect to see him the way he is. he was surrounded by 4 TALL hot chicks... like duuuude!! did NOT see that coming at all. and now he invited me to chill at his bday party at the beach... he told me there's going to be a LOT of girls... and he doesnt think he could actually handle all of them... hence needs some back up. hahaha. i dont know if i should help him out. but i do know that the girls are really hot. however... i dont think looking for girls would be a problem as much for me now. probably not that much interested anymore. (this is where i say thank you to faidz... thank you PAIZZ!!)

i never knew how Sabah could actually be awesome, and most of all... magical. most of my times ive spent by going to CC, and just become a supir for the family. (supir = driver). but now, there's so much more out of it. you could actually walk by the beach at nite... with fish jumping out of the ocean. next time id definitely bring in a fishing rod along. then there's this nice dessert place... small and quite nice of a chinese setting... with really good ais kacang.

then there's my random trip t my cousin's beach house... where suddenly they have 7 lobster freshly caught... for free... and we ate there scrumptiously with my cousin. it was so damn awesome. then i took a walk on the quiet beach... and felt relaxed and peaceful. also... i didnt know there's a shisha place in sabah. again... just by the beach. come to think of it... a lot of cool stuff by the beach. heh. so guys... i'll take you guys around if you ever are in Sabah...

anyway... i'll be working soon... something suddenly kinda triggered me inside to have a career change... but ntah laa... we'll see how it goes. like i said... let's go with the flow. probably i could actually be one of the top guys in petronas legally, and actually do own a mini cooper, or a mustang 2005. definitely.... well i cant wait for more randomness to happen in my life... and guys... i Carpe Diem-ed... and it worked.... so... you guys should.....

Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir & Batin....

woke up early with a plan to pose enam on raya kedua. but turns out... my sahur alarm didnt work as i took that strong allergy pills. heh. anyway... as i was chillin down at my grandma's and my Mak Tua's home yesterday... then i remember what'd i missed. that family jokes and loudness. i do come from a loud family. and man... i have like soooo many nephews and nieces... i seem to lose count and name of who's who. my second raya is about to start... and only to find out that my favorite aviator... the original ray ban is lost somewhere in my kampung. luckily we're going again today... so im going aviators hunting today.

anyway... i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir & Batin to my dear friends... the terror trio... you guys should've been there with me last nite? where? hehehe... involves a cigar, hot women, 1 hot filipino woman, and some skills i dont even know i actually have. :D. anyway... you guys are like the coolest ppl to me. so, i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya for any cheap short jokes, any bad jokes ive did. it's all cool guys. to the McGiffs 303.... around this time of year... usually we'll start watching cheezy movies the whole day... and indulge ourselves with all the instant raya thingys you could get... rendang, lemang, ketupat, serunding (by this time i think they'd probably came up with instant nasi ayam or sumthin). and you guys do the best thing with me... redefining chillin... alif ta wau... missing the flow with alizee and led zeppelin in the background while kita balas pantun and sambung ceter. you guys rock... cik atiee... dont be sad celebrating raya with just aliya. you know you have ur love of ur life me :P... and then ur boyfriend armand after. hehehehe. if ur ever bored and down... there's always me to call. armand the bf would probably wont be available as much since he'd be living it up indulging himself in rendang and all... SAS le pacte... i know i havent been there as much due to my absence almost everywhere currently, especially being in Sabah.... i know if i were chilling wit all of you... we'd be livin it up ampang style... represent.... RPI hommies... thank you for all the experiences... the great times... great food... ija, taroi, jebat, nawaal, adilah, elle, julie... miss you guys so much... lain kali... kita buat movie gathering kat midvalley ke aper... hopefully. my batch... really miss crashing to ur place and just sit down and flip thru the channel while gluttoning into your hari raya food three days in a row. :D.

basically.... to all... Selamat Hari Raya... Maaf Zahir batin.... you guys rock... and forgive me for all the mistakes ive ever done to you all... kalau ada hutang ke aper... please do tell me... i'll do whatever i can to settle it.

My malam takbir raya, and malam raya were... all about carpe diemming. ive not carpe diemming all out. just taking my sweet time... although time i know would not be on my side as much... after that... its work work work... and 'news' is work work work far far far.... but ntah laa... backing out kot.... quite intimidated... you understand abe... hehehe. you do.... take care guys....

around this time last year....

So... its almost hari raya. why am i not psyched? the fact that i'll be celebrating raya in a 6 year old baju melayu with kain pelikat? no... the fact that its raining and i cant light up the pelita? no... the fact that i could not enjoy my hari raya since ive been a hypochondriac? err... maybe... but mainly because... celebrating raya 4 years away from home... and having the time to spend with really close friends, and do nothing but eat and watch cheesy malay movies, and watch chick flicks where the chicks who were watchin it end up sleepin, and the balls end up watchin.... yes i love my family... of course... but ntah laa... i think even my dad kinda accepts the fact that i am who i am now... an 'orang dagang'. 11 years of my life... ive been bunking my friends place, hostels, campus dorms, ive actually grown accustomed to that situation. and i really do miss chillin with my friends... and around this time of year... me and pizha would hit the cinemas, watching scary movies, from the first year... the ring... then texas chainsaw massacre... then Saw. and around this time of year we'd be still going to class although it was raya. and eventhough they have dull takbir raya there... but the nice crisp breezy weather, was nice.... what can i say... that's the path i chose since i was a kid. the path i chose to grow up in. and one of the reasons why i think Allah sent me to bintulu. ive been given challenges from time to time... dat now its my life. i bet im going to tackle this one insya Allah... and go scuba diving, caving in Mulu, boating and fishing in rajang. probably even kayaking. hmmm... thinking about it is already making me psyched to go. but anyway... i miss all those little things of my four years of raya abroad. but hey... its life... and changes, challenges, are things we have to accept....

HAPPY BDAY NAWAAL YG COMEL. sorry tader present this year!!! take care!!!!

Boredom... it kills....

yes... i am so fucking bored. i know i shouldnt say this, but i soooo cant wait to start work. at least im getting a lot of cash, and meet friends, and probably even new people. heck, i'll probably try my best to learn how to speak sarawak. sigh.

so basically kotak dari pakcik2 emwhy patut dah sampai dah... 3 BULAN YANG LEPAS!!! demmit laa... i packed my current baju raya, my songkok, my work clothes, all that shit in the boxes. and i honestly, i'll be wearing my old baju melayu hitam johor with KAIN PELIKAT!! ah fuck it... hari raya is just not the same without my friends anyway.

i forgot to mention this last time, when i was in KL, as faidz and i were about to exit his homely home, i saw one of the gayest thing ever on Malaysian TV. one of my closest friend doing the gayest thing ever... Abe, saying 'Saya nih memang peminat Adam lah... cara dier menari, sangat cool lah.' well something in that line laa. about adam joget and all. and it doesnt end there, my other friend, marien, who was sitting across abe, just had to spice it up with 'Saya pasti Adam tuh boleh laa penetrate international market.' basically something along that line laa. nice act guys. you're faces were rather priceless... and might i add... 'convincing'. hahahaha.

so i got back from a medical checkup yesterday, and turned out i have an excess of earwax problem, especially on my right ear. and hence, i had to use this earwax softener last nite, pouring it on both ears every 2 hours till i get almost completely deaf. then went to see the doctor in the afternoon today, and he completely sprayed out the wax. and dear god i must say, the whole chunks of earwax that came out, especially from the right ear, are big enough to be a single bead of un grinded black pepper. and it came in all sorts of color, dark red, red, orang, yellow, black. i dont even want to know how long has that thing been in my ear. i was just laughing my ass off with the doctor as i watched that whole pile of crapt being cleared out of my ear. its just soooo amazing. so remember people, get your ears checked once in a while. because this is a normal case, and one of the reasons is basically the shape of the cottonbud itself. instead of taking out the wax, it only cleans the wall of your ear, and it actually pushses more wax into the ear. and seriously, after that session... my ears are SO CLEAR. BIG TIME!!!

im happy for a very good and great friend of mine rite now. although no one, including himself knows what is his position right now. but he's carpe diem-ing. and the whole team is behind you dude. honestly. strangely enough, i dont know if i could ever actually really move on. people say its hard... but never did i know it is this hard. fuckar... hate to think about it so much right now. i dont know if im even ready yet to actually start jumping off the river and leave all my belongings like James Blunt.

probably work life is not as cool as college life, but that college life, will always be in this 23 year old executive. muahaha. college life fucking rules. sipping green teas dude. well.. im getting really sleepy. have fun for the rest of week people.... wish me luck... in wutever... if you know what i mean. hahahha. (whose line is it anyway.... )

miss you guys!!

Se7en... my turn....

As most of my friends know me, im not really good in playing soccer. if there was an award for a sucky soccer player of the world, id probably be on the top 100 list. but then again... it doesnt mean that i dont have any cool memories of it. somehow, suddenly, while i was playing futsal with faidz and his crew, i suddenly hve this flashbacks of my very first goal. if im not mistaken, i was in standard three, and if most people remember, during primary school, there'd always be more than 11 people in one team. and it was during PE period, with two different classes, so i was playing for my team. growing up as a lil kid, with my chronic asthma, lack of fitness, i was always overlooked, and in fact, some of my friends weren't really nice to me. heck, if i think it over, i wont even regard them as friends. so being able to play that day was pretty much made me feel excited. and i remember how everyone would swarm over the ball like hungry wolves trying to get a kick at it. and somehow, i wasnt part of the swarm. then sudenly, someone kicked the ball, it went up, and got in front of me. i dont know how i did it, but i dribbled (well being the not a good soccer player, it wasnt even dribbling, it was probably some sort of nerdy kick), and got to the front of the goal post, and i kicked, and this kid, who was in yellow, (that time i was in red), chested the ball, hence, it bounced back to me, and i kneed it, and it went back and forth for the second time, till the third time, i kneed it to another side, and hit the goal. it was probably one of my most memorable moments in primary school. and my classmates were jumping on me, and cheering and all. although things revert back the period after, but the fact that they actually cheered for me during that time was... well priceless.

Faidz's blog had this seven things of bla bla. and it seemed pretty cool... so here's mine....

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
-> Hike up Anapurna (i heard its challenging, and having a sherpa carrying ur stuff sounds so damn cool
-> Own a chain of restaurants called 1999 Burdett Ave. (with the setting that me and my friends been dreaming about, which is a classic nice old school setting)
-> Make out with and Unduk-Ngadau, and she'd actually sincerely say, i was the best!!
-> Sky Dive.... (without a tandem)
-> Scuba Dive in Sipadan
-> Be a cool TV host
-> Taubat. Then baru buat haji.. (strangely enough, this wasnt on my list, till i watched National Geographic, on the documentary of Haji, and comparing it between three different individual from three different continents. VERY AWESOME)

7 Things I Can Do
-> Scuba Dive!!
-> Suddenly coordinate the shortest route from one place to another, taking into account the amount of traffic at that particular time, the number of traffic lights and what is the distance. (i blame this during my 3 years as a pizza delivery guy)
-> 3 different Martial Arts (Silat, Taekwondo, Capoeira) and actually be into it, so in this, id have headstand, handstand, flip, i have yet to be skilled in backflip, but i am trying)
-> Do what i think a very good scottish/irish accent
-> Imitations.... best imitations of scottish, popular school girl who thinks she's the coolest girl in her class, my hated warden
-> Make a pizza... probably even a good one
-> Fishing... it sounds boring, but it is very cool, especially if its in the middle of the ocean


7 Things I Cannot Do
-> Ping Pong
-> Play Guitar (currently, i only know how to play 4 songs. that's it)
-> PROGRAMMING!! I HATE IT!!
-> Sing... hahah sadly... i wish i really could. my 'best singing' are all in a vehicle
-> Dance... (the best thing i can do is do the robot, id probably should try real dance one day)
-> Eating without regrets... (as most of my friends know, im a lil hypochondriac. so when i eat a lot, id always feel bad for doing so)
-> BACKFLIP!! (i'm practicing, almost though once.)


7 celebrity crushes
-> DENISE KELLAR (id love to be with her, heck even once, heck, if she kisses me, id be happy enough)
-> Angelina Jolie
-> Alizee (french singer, look her up... hotness i tell you... HOTNESS!!)
-> Heidi Klum... mmmm
-> Meg Ryan... back in her short hair under 35 days... so cute....
-> Laura Prepon... what can i say, i have a thing for tall women
-> Gabriell Union


7 often repeated words/phrases (mine arent that much different than Faidz's haha)
-> duuudeee
-> serious shit??
-> fuckerr!!
-> damnnn....
-> bollockss laa wey...
-> shaiit
-> tension siall


7 things that attract me to the opposite sex
-> Bubbly... in a cute way
-> great personality
-> being able to blend in with my random thoughts, and join in as well
-> Being slightly possesive when she sees competition... slightly
-> childish at times
-> height... somehow im attracted to tall women, as tall as i am, maybe slightly shorter, or slightly taller. im weird... what can i say....
-> English... have good grasp of english... so i can complain, and she could actually understand, and give her 50 cents in english
-> Great sense of fashion... stylo...

Loaded complex....