snoooort... GODDAMN... i say... GODDAMN!!

well... my life has been monotous since last time. the only difference now, everyday when i wake up, i'll log on to BBC,Al-Jazeera and NST to catch the latest updates of the world... and currently... how the israelis are really fucking up the lebanons. yes2... im boring, but i cant help the fact that they could've just done something like swat thingy, and just get into the building and get the hezbollah's only. currently 600 plus innocent citizens of lebanon are dying... 1/3 of them... innocent children. it sucks really. id say lebanon is a bit like malaysia being mixed with all sorta religions and shit. but i just cant help the fact... that being muslim... i can just sit here... and tell the whole world what i feel. that's it. i dont take a step to go there and be part of the UN dudes trying to give aid to the ppl. i wish i could though. as scary as the situation may seem. i just feel sucky sometimes knowing that the US, one of the countries i love so much, couldnt do anything about it. but hey, i cant blame the country. George W Bush is governed by the Israelis and plus... he has the brain of a preschool boy who's a retard.

other than the news... i actually went to royal london circus last time. damn... hot girls doing belly dancing and shit... DAMN.. i say DAMN. and this one hot China girl doing rope slinging. her arms are practically more muscular than mine, as well as her back, but damn... that was SUCH A TURN ON. i will always have space for you oh china girl. other than that... i think its either the bintulu audience, or the malaysian audience, but either way, they're so fucking fucking boring. the circus performers were performing they're asses off for three times a day, and all the audience could do is open their mouths and say ooohs aaaahs... and no claps. jack asses.

well nothing much... you know... yesterday... i kinda realized how im actually fucking lonely here in bintulu. aside three buds that i have around here... that's it. back in the US, when im down, there's always abe's place to go to where id just feel happy chilling with the guys and mary, and id probably go to the union and bump into ferr and just sit down drink coffee that ija made and just talk about nothings. if they're not around, there's always taroi's place, nawaal's, and then the guy who actually is always there for you when you need him... ellias and mary jane. then if all else fails... there's always pizza bella to just chill and relax and watch ppl go by while i talk to odus about how's business today. here... im lonely... first thing i thought about when i woke up today... was lili.. then ferr & mary, then abe... who is damn hard to keep in touch these days. damn it bro. jom catch up.

so yeaps... yesterday, was just nothing... went for community service teaching kids english and motivating them, this time the kids were annoying coz they're a bit senang than the last pedalaman school i went to though, then i did facial, got online, ate KFC, went to my friend and watched Blow by johnny depp (which got me good... damn good movie... how i appreciate the movie so much now... hahah.. MJ MJ), and then i watched one of the best movies of all time... Pulp fiction.

My sweetest fera....

I only realized that... when i watched Pulp Fiction, the first time was with Abe, Fera, and Joey, in 3003 Roebling.. extension phone number 4653, and abe's was 7994.. kan? hahah. and watching that movie, kinda made me miss the gang... and especially my sweetest fera... with her joke... that she 'made' hers... for you ferr:-

three tomatoes were walking on the street....
Papa tomato, mama tomato, and baby tomato.....
baby tomato was lagging behind and papa tomato went back and squished baby tomato and he said... 'Catch up!'

get it? heheheh. miss ya lots guys...

im coming to KL this weekend!! faidz... let's rock it man!! ROCK IT!! ko rasa wedding kakak kau byk stewardess datang tak? heheheheeh... that's good shit there.....