snoooort... GODDAMN... i say... GODDAMN!!
well... my life has been monotous since last time. the only difference now, everyday when i wake up, i'll log on to BBC,Al-Jazeera and NST to catch the latest updates of the world... and currently... how the israelis are really fucking up the lebanons. yes2... im boring, but i cant help the fact that they could've just done something like swat thingy, and just get into the building and get the hezbollah's only. currently 600 plus innocent citizens of lebanon are dying... 1/3 of them... innocent children. it sucks really. id say lebanon is a bit like malaysia being mixed with all sorta religions and shit. but i just cant help the fact... that being muslim... i can just sit here... and tell the whole world what i feel. that's it. i dont take a step to go there and be part of the UN dudes trying to give aid to the ppl. i wish i could though. as scary as the situation may seem. i just feel sucky sometimes knowing that the US, one of the countries i love so much, couldnt do anything about it. but hey, i cant blame the country. George W Bush is governed by the Israelis and plus... he has the brain of a preschool boy who's a retard.
other than the news... i actually went to royal london circus last time. damn... hot girls doing belly dancing and shit... DAMN.. i say DAMN. and this one hot China girl doing rope slinging. her arms are practically more muscular than mine, as well as her back, but damn... that was SUCH A TURN ON. i will always have space for you oh china girl. other than that... i think its either the bintulu audience, or the malaysian audience, but either way, they're so fucking fucking boring. the circus performers were performing they're asses off for three times a day, and all the audience could do is open their mouths and say ooohs aaaahs... and no claps. jack asses.
well nothing much... you know... yesterday... i kinda realized how im actually fucking lonely here in bintulu. aside three buds that i have around here... that's it. back in the US, when im down, there's always abe's place to go to where id just feel happy chilling with the guys and mary, and id probably go to the union and bump into ferr and just sit down drink coffee that ija made and just talk about nothings. if they're not around, there's always taroi's place, nawaal's, and then the guy who actually is always there for you when you need him... ellias and mary jane. then if all else fails... there's always pizza bella to just chill and relax and watch ppl go by while i talk to odus about how's business today. here... im lonely... first thing i thought about when i woke up today... was lili.. then ferr & mary, then abe... who is damn hard to keep in touch these days. damn it bro. jom catch up.
so yeaps... yesterday, was just nothing... went for community service teaching kids english and motivating them, this time the kids were annoying coz they're a bit senang than the last pedalaman school i went to though, then i did facial, got online, ate KFC, went to my friend and watched Blow by johnny depp (which got me good... damn good movie... how i appreciate the movie so much now... hahah.. MJ MJ), and then i watched one of the best movies of all time... Pulp fiction.
My sweetest fera....
I only realized that... when i watched Pulp Fiction, the first time was with Abe, Fera, and Joey, in 3003 Roebling.. extension phone number 4653, and abe's was 7994.. kan? hahah. and watching that movie, kinda made me miss the gang... and especially my sweetest fera... with her joke... that she 'made' hers... for you ferr:-
three tomatoes were walking on the street....
Papa tomato, mama tomato, and baby tomato.....
baby tomato was lagging behind and papa tomato went back and squished baby tomato and he said... 'Catch up!'
get it? heheheh. miss ya lots guys...
im coming to KL this weekend!! faidz... let's rock it man!! ROCK IT!! ko rasa wedding kakak kau byk stewardess datang tak? heheheheeh... that's good shit there.....
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Current issues....
For those who aren't keen to read the news....
Top Headlines
Israel drop bombs in Lebanon
i think...
Innocent people are dying for a reason that is jumbled up, maybe because due to the freakin gaza incident, and gee whiz, we dont see Mr George W. ASS BUSH doing his part in stopping the fucking war. he sits in a meeting nibbling on a cookie while cracking jokes with Blair. People... George W. Bush doesnt seem as stupid... he is just being extra stupid most of the time to get in touch with the majority which is the lower class ignorant white americans that only really actually watch very right winged media namely CNN and FOX. Bush... up yours.....
Tsunami hits Java
i think...
very scary, knowing that this is a natural disaster issue within south east asia, we need to upgrade our security warnings on earthquakes and incoming tsunami. this is no joke. dont try to be happy and relax as malaysia is covered by indonesia hence any huge tsunami will hit indonesia 1st, and anything after is just something minor. let's see what is the ASEAN government are actually concerned of within their countries. i'll just stick to ours.=P.
Dozens die in car bombings in Iraq.....
wow... a lot of very 'cheerful' headlines indeed. A car bomb attack in the southern Iraqi city of Kufa has killed at least 53 people and left 103 injured. again... is the american government actually doing ANYTHING? what was the main purpose of the invasion of iraq initially? to let the US armies get experience, or just go there, get killed? OR just go there, invade saddam's house, and let them grab as much stuff to put in their pocket as their personal collection as antiques? and when they reach an old age, they could sell it, and be quite fuckin rich from selling something damn priceless? well... please do explain more Mr. Bush. when the twin towers were bombed down where were you actually? You were probably hiding in a tree house somewhere at a corner while closing your ears and humming the song of baa baa black sheep. good for you bush. good for you....
The bird flu....
seriously... an epidemic that seems to come and go. research has been going on since this strain of virus hits asian community and it seems so random everywhere. it can come from the pooping birds that fly by your head, that migrates from indonesia to Malaysia... seriously scary.
i think....
i dont have much comment on this one. i know WHO is probably actually doing something about it.
AF issue....
Please do realize by this time... AF4.... i have not watch even one concert and DAMN fucking proud of it.
i think....
you know what... the ones who actually vote for these spoilt kids to be is makcik2 suri rumah or makcik2 tua yang sangap kat umah and asyik membuta in front of the TV shouting... 'EEE comel nyer amirul!!'. sheesh. i think this show should be stopped soon. althouhg im a sabahan, but i think, borneons are just getting waaaaaay overrated in the show. u vote based on the vocal and talent!! not the comel ke tak. OMG PPL ARE DYING IN MIDDLE EAST!!! SHEESSH!
Datuk K and Siti....
the current hot topic of this couple. cute siti and the ever so rich but charming looking dato K aka Khalid. the media has already been filled up with the issue, that Siti's wedding dress will be up to RM50 K. Just THE dress. She says one of the main reasons she falls for him is due to his tender loving care of his kids. currently email of his kids are being exposed all over the net and is the vision of what some 'tak reti jaga tepi kain orang' person would think very social and bad and may say what kinda of father that raised his kids into this? media has been shooting around saying that they're just freakin too old and all that jazz....
i think....
damn it Dato' K. the best man won. congrats. but i'm telling you... if you have a baby girl... I'm gonna be the next Dato' I. btw... if people yg 'tak reti jaga tepi kain orang' and forward emails sumer tuh... usually melayu la nih... do you know you're spreading benda buruk about others. isu negara sangat laa. PEOPLE ARE DYING FROM EPIDEMICS, WAR, VOLCANOES, TSUNAMIS!! OMG OPEN YOUR EYES!!!!
Friends....
I lately rarely connect with some of my closes friends. some of it because im damn busy, some of it due to the time difference, some of it pasal ntah.
i think....
no matter what... you guys are still my hommies and please do contact me if you're not busy guys. im online most of the time. miss all of ya.....
For those who aren't keen to read the news....
Top Headlines
Israel drop bombs in Lebanon
i think...
Innocent people are dying for a reason that is jumbled up, maybe because due to the freakin gaza incident, and gee whiz, we dont see Mr George W. ASS BUSH doing his part in stopping the fucking war. he sits in a meeting nibbling on a cookie while cracking jokes with Blair. People... George W. Bush doesnt seem as stupid... he is just being extra stupid most of the time to get in touch with the majority which is the lower class ignorant white americans that only really actually watch very right winged media namely CNN and FOX. Bush... up yours.....
Tsunami hits Java
i think...
very scary, knowing that this is a natural disaster issue within south east asia, we need to upgrade our security warnings on earthquakes and incoming tsunami. this is no joke. dont try to be happy and relax as malaysia is covered by indonesia hence any huge tsunami will hit indonesia 1st, and anything after is just something minor. let's see what is the ASEAN government are actually concerned of within their countries. i'll just stick to ours.=P.
Dozens die in car bombings in Iraq.....
wow... a lot of very 'cheerful' headlines indeed. A car bomb attack in the southern Iraqi city of Kufa has killed at least 53 people and left 103 injured. again... is the american government actually doing ANYTHING? what was the main purpose of the invasion of iraq initially? to let the US armies get experience, or just go there, get killed? OR just go there, invade saddam's house, and let them grab as much stuff to put in their pocket as their personal collection as antiques? and when they reach an old age, they could sell it, and be quite fuckin rich from selling something damn priceless? well... please do explain more Mr. Bush. when the twin towers were bombed down where were you actually? You were probably hiding in a tree house somewhere at a corner while closing your ears and humming the song of baa baa black sheep. good for you bush. good for you....
The bird flu....
seriously... an epidemic that seems to come and go. research has been going on since this strain of virus hits asian community and it seems so random everywhere. it can come from the pooping birds that fly by your head, that migrates from indonesia to Malaysia... seriously scary.
i think....
i dont have much comment on this one. i know WHO is probably actually doing something about it.
AF issue....
Please do realize by this time... AF4.... i have not watch even one concert and DAMN fucking proud of it.
i think....
you know what... the ones who actually vote for these spoilt kids to be is makcik2 suri rumah or makcik2 tua yang sangap kat umah and asyik membuta in front of the TV shouting... 'EEE comel nyer amirul!!'. sheesh. i think this show should be stopped soon. althouhg im a sabahan, but i think, borneons are just getting waaaaaay overrated in the show. u vote based on the vocal and talent!! not the comel ke tak. OMG PPL ARE DYING IN MIDDLE EAST!!! SHEESSH!
Datuk K and Siti....
the current hot topic of this couple. cute siti and the ever so rich but charming looking dato K aka Khalid. the media has already been filled up with the issue, that Siti's wedding dress will be up to RM50 K. Just THE dress. She says one of the main reasons she falls for him is due to his tender loving care of his kids. currently email of his kids are being exposed all over the net and is the vision of what some 'tak reti jaga tepi kain orang' person would think very social and bad and may say what kinda of father that raised his kids into this? media has been shooting around saying that they're just freakin too old and all that jazz....
i think....
damn it Dato' K. the best man won. congrats. but i'm telling you... if you have a baby girl... I'm gonna be the next Dato' I. btw... if people yg 'tak reti jaga tepi kain orang' and forward emails sumer tuh... usually melayu la nih... do you know you're spreading benda buruk about others. isu negara sangat laa. PEOPLE ARE DYING FROM EPIDEMICS, WAR, VOLCANOES, TSUNAMIS!! OMG OPEN YOUR EYES!!!!
Friends....
I lately rarely connect with some of my closes friends. some of it because im damn busy, some of it due to the time difference, some of it pasal ntah.
i think....
no matter what... you guys are still my hommies and please do contact me if you're not busy guys. im online most of the time. miss all of ya.....
Monday, July 17, 2006
talking about writing crap....
Im bored. I don’t even feel like typing. Okay. Im not looking at the screen. Im not even going to look at the keybored. Im just typing away my thoughts. If there is a spelling error withouht me realizing it. Im not even going to care. So rite now, im looking at a mouse. Not really actually a real mouse. But a mouse that is used for moving the cursor on my computer. Well that;s a cheat. I just realized that theis Microsoft word, corrects my spelling if im wrong. Kinda defeated its purpose huh?earlier, my phone msg was buzzing. I had to put it onl\ silent. Mainly because I don’t want to annoy others. I just don’t understand how some ignorant ppl could read just pick up their phones in the middle of a meeting and talk without saying excuse me. If u don’t say excuse me, at least fake it like you’re going to the toilet. Also, I kinda hate it when ppl’s phone ring at silent places where you’re phone should not be ringinig loudly. Annoying. Oh well. I just finished reading catcher in the ryue. I know this sounds craxy, but, it is just the fact that I kinda relate a bit with the character. And im actually worried. Mainly because that two ppl I know who relate to the character, happens to be the guy who murdered john lennon and another guy attempted to assassinate Reagan. Wow. Assassinate is actually a hard word to type without looking at the keyboard or even the screen. I don’t even know if I typed it rite. Mainly because if it was wrong, it was corrected just lke that. Hahaha. Sucks a bit. Like I said. Kinda degeates the purpose. So anyway, probably goin to watch piorates of the carribean tonite. I don’t know if its good. But I got a feeling its not that good because it kinda looks like it just has too many animated different character.s the 1st one was awesome, mainlybecause they’re all skeletongs. Alrites I stopped a moment to read what ive typed from my lingering thuopiguths. Okay thoughts is also a hard word to type without looking at the screen or looking at the keyboard. I know I should be reading a journal on occupational health, but I don’t feel like it. I want my mind to wonder a biot. Ot is kinda scary to now the fact that I could be here in bintulu for more than 5 years. Okay, typoing numbers is hard. I mean numbers in actual numbers. Not in words. Because you don’t actually memorize where the position of it. Not that I don’t know how to count from one to ten. I know. Duh. Its amazing how some thin books are actually much better to read than thick books. Seriously, the alchemist was good. And then catcher in therye was good. Im gonna find out if freakonomics is good. Hmmm. Oh well. My nose itches. Okay im starting to look g at the screen accidentally. Yeah yeah. Bad bad. I shouldn’t. alrites I feel like going back quite soon. But I has to be three fifteen. Unlike other ppl, I like to type creative stuff on my blog. Haahha. Yes…. Angkat bakul sendiri. Chewah. Pegi la mampus. I need a haircut. Seriously. Oh well. Ill stop typing now. About 20 minuites to go home now. Latersss.
Im bored. I don’t even feel like typing. Okay. Im not looking at the screen. Im not even going to look at the keybored. Im just typing away my thoughts. If there is a spelling error withouht me realizing it. Im not even going to care. So rite now, im looking at a mouse. Not really actually a real mouse. But a mouse that is used for moving the cursor on my computer. Well that;s a cheat. I just realized that theis Microsoft word, corrects my spelling if im wrong. Kinda defeated its purpose huh?earlier, my phone msg was buzzing. I had to put it onl\ silent. Mainly because I don’t want to annoy others. I just don’t understand how some ignorant ppl could read just pick up their phones in the middle of a meeting and talk without saying excuse me. If u don’t say excuse me, at least fake it like you’re going to the toilet. Also, I kinda hate it when ppl’s phone ring at silent places where you’re phone should not be ringinig loudly. Annoying. Oh well. I just finished reading catcher in the ryue. I know this sounds craxy, but, it is just the fact that I kinda relate a bit with the character. And im actually worried. Mainly because that two ppl I know who relate to the character, happens to be the guy who murdered john lennon and another guy attempted to assassinate Reagan. Wow. Assassinate is actually a hard word to type without looking at the keyboard or even the screen. I don’t even know if I typed it rite. Mainly because if it was wrong, it was corrected just lke that. Hahaha. Sucks a bit. Like I said. Kinda degeates the purpose. So anyway, probably goin to watch piorates of the carribean tonite. I don’t know if its good. But I got a feeling its not that good because it kinda looks like it just has too many animated different character.s the 1st one was awesome, mainlybecause they’re all skeletongs. Alrites I stopped a moment to read what ive typed from my lingering thuopiguths. Okay thoughts is also a hard word to type without looking at the screen or looking at the keyboard. I know I should be reading a journal on occupational health, but I don’t feel like it. I want my mind to wonder a biot. Ot is kinda scary to now the fact that I could be here in bintulu for more than 5 years. Okay, typoing numbers is hard. I mean numbers in actual numbers. Not in words. Because you don’t actually memorize where the position of it. Not that I don’t know how to count from one to ten. I know. Duh. Its amazing how some thin books are actually much better to read than thick books. Seriously, the alchemist was good. And then catcher in therye was good. Im gonna find out if freakonomics is good. Hmmm. Oh well. My nose itches. Okay im starting to look g at the screen accidentally. Yeah yeah. Bad bad. I shouldn’t. alrites I feel like going back quite soon. But I has to be three fifteen. Unlike other ppl, I like to type creative stuff on my blog. Haahha. Yes…. Angkat bakul sendiri. Chewah. Pegi la mampus. I need a haircut. Seriously. Oh well. Ill stop typing now. About 20 minuites to go home now. Latersss.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
sickening....
ive been so sick for two days. passing out... aching... nightmares... sleepless....
i hate dreams... well i cant say i hate it... sometimes it just rejuvenates you for your day when you wake up smiling. but i cant say i like it... knowing that the good things arent true at all and just makes you hoping for something that may never even come... and the bad things just make you wakeup in cold sweat... and just makes you think and worry about your days ahead....
is there anyone out there who's actually worth it... and appreciates?
is there anything out there that is actually worth it?
Fera needs a harness....
i need answers....
there's gotta be something more than all of these.......
ive been so sick for two days. passing out... aching... nightmares... sleepless....
i hate dreams... well i cant say i hate it... sometimes it just rejuvenates you for your day when you wake up smiling. but i cant say i like it... knowing that the good things arent true at all and just makes you hoping for something that may never even come... and the bad things just make you wakeup in cold sweat... and just makes you think and worry about your days ahead....
is there anyone out there who's actually worth it... and appreciates?
is there anything out there that is actually worth it?
Fera needs a harness....
i need answers....
there's gotta be something more than all of these.......
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Nice break for me....
finally... after working 3 weeks straight... i finally get a nice rest of 1 and a half day. the first day was just relaxing at home with a noon nap then watched 'tokyo drift'. DAMN.... DAMN!! i wish i cud have an evo now. but watever it is, i will always want my Mustang Shelby... Eleanor. No real girl can take dat away from me. seriously. they have it in gone in 60 secs, xXx, fast and the furious, and even in Shakira's video where she just trashed one. i would love to smack her so much for doing that. just tore my hearts out.
it kinda feels good, just relaxing at home, doing ur laundry, and watched a movie. after 3 weeks working straight with no break. one of the coolest highlights of the week ... well actually there's only two cool highlights of the week. hehehe.
1. i climbed up on one of the highest structure in my plant, on ladders which was probably about 8-10 storeys high. damn... it was worth it. just to go up there and do some dust samplings on welders. probably one of the coolest thing i had to do for my job so far. being all sweaty and breathless... in my red coveralls. hahahaha. was a nice damn view up there too. now i know one thing for sure... i dont have height phobia.mainly because the platform i stand on was just like grills, and u can see aaaaaall the way down. hehehe. cool huh? i felt like i was in some bad mafia movie... especially if the plant was deserted.
2. i took aroud a malaysian icon around the plant. i dont care if some ppl just think im a dork, or im stupid, or ignorant... or kampung.... at least... i had the chance to understand the kampung life and the kampung games... as illustrated by this malaysian icon... in his 'kampung boy' drawings and writings. i dont mind ppl calling me kampung or something. at least... i have one. anyway... i was happy to be hanging around with encik Mohamed Nor Khalid... or better known as Lat. for a cartoonist... he was pretty quiet. but when he talks, you know how he's very attached with his kampung. and how he's creativity develops from just observing and asking questions. his talks arent stupid... and for a grade 3 SPM guy... he was actually very intellectual and understood a lot about the world and the current issue. he'd probably sounded like a philosophy prof at times. a lot of ppl came up just to shake his hands... mostly older ppl who related to his cartoon character. im probably one of the young guys from the plant who understood what he was talking about. one of the things that he said was... even kampung boys these days dont know what is it all about kampung games. the gasing, the ice kepals, the monyet2s, the bamboo guns, and the kelapa leaf ride. its just probably a different time these days.
at the end of the three days of hanging out with him... although so many ppl has already came up to him and asking for pics and their own caricatures drawn, i finally just braved myself to take a pic and ask for his signature which, in the end, he drew me instead. i was quite shy because i didnt want to annoy him since so many ppl were asking him throughout his visit. i was honored enough to take him around and explain to him what a sound level meter, noise dosimeter, and an air pump for dust sampling was. he was a very cool relaxed ipoh guy. i just wish one day... my kids would still get to understand that kampung games instead of rotting their ass on the chair playing computer games and watching animes....
all work... no play....
doesnt it hit u... sometimes u think so much of what could have been, and what will be at this age. u think so much how would u climb up that corporate bullshit ladder, and being judged just by the way you look and not by the way you think and understand. seeing what all this trust fund babies get, and you try to cope with them, with the fashion with the style, when you all you know is just that 60 - 70 % of your money is being used to pay bills that just gives you qualms... wondering if you ever going to have sufficient savings to buy your own house, or your own car, or get married, or even just for a nice holiday... but you keep on spending......
sometimes... just sitting in your cubicle, typing away or just trying to figure out whether the numbers match up or not just makes you feel like you wanna go ballistic coz your orthodox by the book boss just keep being clueless and just wants things at the last minute just for his presentation coz he have some actual numbers to show how cool his department is doing and suddenly being belligerent towards you for no purpose at all just to show who's the man... and who's the bitch.
what sucks the most... dont you think... you're being unscrupulous to what you were excited to do before u graduate, when you we're in high school, and just succumb to the world and just be a part of the rat race while the big shots just lays the cheese around in the maze and let the rats struggle and fight each other just to be part of the big shots. am i talking bullshit? or am i not? i dont know anymore......
all i know is... never in our birth certificate did it say... life would be filled with butterflies, ponies, and fairies and everything would be..... perfect......
the pics tell u the stories......
believe or not... this is a pic of me... thanks dato lat... who made us understand that there's a kg.com in everone of us....hopefully....
finally... after working 3 weeks straight... i finally get a nice rest of 1 and a half day. the first day was just relaxing at home with a noon nap then watched 'tokyo drift'. DAMN.... DAMN!! i wish i cud have an evo now. but watever it is, i will always want my Mustang Shelby... Eleanor. No real girl can take dat away from me. seriously. they have it in gone in 60 secs, xXx, fast and the furious, and even in Shakira's video where she just trashed one. i would love to smack her so much for doing that. just tore my hearts out.
it kinda feels good, just relaxing at home, doing ur laundry, and watched a movie. after 3 weeks working straight with no break. one of the coolest highlights of the week ... well actually there's only two cool highlights of the week. hehehe.
1. i climbed up on one of the highest structure in my plant, on ladders which was probably about 8-10 storeys high. damn... it was worth it. just to go up there and do some dust samplings on welders. probably one of the coolest thing i had to do for my job so far. being all sweaty and breathless... in my red coveralls. hahahaha. was a nice damn view up there too. now i know one thing for sure... i dont have height phobia.mainly because the platform i stand on was just like grills, and u can see aaaaaall the way down. hehehe. cool huh? i felt like i was in some bad mafia movie... especially if the plant was deserted.
2. i took aroud a malaysian icon around the plant. i dont care if some ppl just think im a dork, or im stupid, or ignorant... or kampung.... at least... i had the chance to understand the kampung life and the kampung games... as illustrated by this malaysian icon... in his 'kampung boy' drawings and writings. i dont mind ppl calling me kampung or something. at least... i have one. anyway... i was happy to be hanging around with encik Mohamed Nor Khalid... or better known as Lat. for a cartoonist... he was pretty quiet. but when he talks, you know how he's very attached with his kampung. and how he's creativity develops from just observing and asking questions. his talks arent stupid... and for a grade 3 SPM guy... he was actually very intellectual and understood a lot about the world and the current issue. he'd probably sounded like a philosophy prof at times. a lot of ppl came up just to shake his hands... mostly older ppl who related to his cartoon character. im probably one of the young guys from the plant who understood what he was talking about. one of the things that he said was... even kampung boys these days dont know what is it all about kampung games. the gasing, the ice kepals, the monyet2s, the bamboo guns, and the kelapa leaf ride. its just probably a different time these days.
at the end of the three days of hanging out with him... although so many ppl has already came up to him and asking for pics and their own caricatures drawn, i finally just braved myself to take a pic and ask for his signature which, in the end, he drew me instead. i was quite shy because i didnt want to annoy him since so many ppl were asking him throughout his visit. i was honored enough to take him around and explain to him what a sound level meter, noise dosimeter, and an air pump for dust sampling was. he was a very cool relaxed ipoh guy. i just wish one day... my kids would still get to understand that kampung games instead of rotting their ass on the chair playing computer games and watching animes....
all work... no play....
doesnt it hit u... sometimes u think so much of what could have been, and what will be at this age. u think so much how would u climb up that corporate bullshit ladder, and being judged just by the way you look and not by the way you think and understand. seeing what all this trust fund babies get, and you try to cope with them, with the fashion with the style, when you all you know is just that 60 - 70 % of your money is being used to pay bills that just gives you qualms... wondering if you ever going to have sufficient savings to buy your own house, or your own car, or get married, or even just for a nice holiday... but you keep on spending......
sometimes... just sitting in your cubicle, typing away or just trying to figure out whether the numbers match up or not just makes you feel like you wanna go ballistic coz your orthodox by the book boss just keep being clueless and just wants things at the last minute just for his presentation coz he have some actual numbers to show how cool his department is doing and suddenly being belligerent towards you for no purpose at all just to show who's the man... and who's the bitch.
what sucks the most... dont you think... you're being unscrupulous to what you were excited to do before u graduate, when you we're in high school, and just succumb to the world and just be a part of the rat race while the big shots just lays the cheese around in the maze and let the rats struggle and fight each other just to be part of the big shots. am i talking bullshit? or am i not? i dont know anymore......
all i know is... never in our birth certificate did it say... life would be filled with butterflies, ponies, and fairies and everything would be..... perfect......
the pics tell u the stories......
believe or not... this is a pic of me... thanks dato lat... who made us understand that there's a kg.com in everone of us....hopefully....
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