Firasat....

work is... okay... not bad... but okay. although most people who has been there aren't as psyched... which technically really really brought me down initially... but alhamdulillah... i got into a really nice section of department. cant imagine id be working in a clinic. hahahah. but im not like a man nurse or something. one thing i cant stand though... the oil palm being processed... makes me nauseas. but other than that... it should be okay.... i think... i'll give it a chance.

anyway... my cellphone ran out of battery so i had to wait outside the plant for my housemate in the sweet smell of polluted air of palm oil. i remembered my ipod and slipped it into my ear. then tup tup... firasat by marcell was on. then memories start flashing by....

i remember listening to that song and appreciating the cloudless sunset at the hill that overlooks houston field that's just beside mcGiffert. at first it was just me... sitting down... smoking my cigar... and just stare at the horizon... staring at the sky that eventually turns red as the world turns. just some cars passing by... it was my 30 mins getaway. after that... i decided to share it with tod and fera... then abe and sung... then with everyone else before ferr and sung went back to Malaysia on the 20th of June. it was just like yesterday. sometimes... i wish that moment would never end. heck... if it ends... i was hoping that there would be one of those places here in bintulu. if it was me ferr abe and tod... we'd be lighting up ciggys and a cigar... and talk about what life would be like after we all went back. how would all the our of us would be like after... would we actually still be the exact some individuals if we were to actually meet again? and just catch up with lost times.... at night... we'd be sitting down at the same spot... looking up the sky.... with those whole lot of stars... (yes it sounds sappy... but you guys should've been there... then you'd know). really wished it hadn't end.

to the mcGiffs... let's chill 5 or 6 years from now... somewhere in KL... where i can actually afford to go... hahah. look for a nice location... and just chill. with chips... dips... ciggys and cigars. and catch up. yeap... definitely missing you guys. we could recruit faidz at the same time. itd be great.