Firasat....

work is... okay... not bad... but okay. although most people who has been there aren't as psyched... which technically really really brought me down initially... but alhamdulillah... i got into a really nice section of department. cant imagine id be working in a clinic. hahahah. but im not like a man nurse or something. one thing i cant stand though... the oil palm being processed... makes me nauseas. but other than that... it should be okay.... i think... i'll give it a chance.

anyway... my cellphone ran out of battery so i had to wait outside the plant for my housemate in the sweet smell of polluted air of palm oil. i remembered my ipod and slipped it into my ear. then tup tup... firasat by marcell was on. then memories start flashing by....

i remember listening to that song and appreciating the cloudless sunset at the hill that overlooks houston field that's just beside mcGiffert. at first it was just me... sitting down... smoking my cigar... and just stare at the horizon... staring at the sky that eventually turns red as the world turns. just some cars passing by... it was my 30 mins getaway. after that... i decided to share it with tod and fera... then abe and sung... then with everyone else before ferr and sung went back to Malaysia on the 20th of June. it was just like yesterday. sometimes... i wish that moment would never end. heck... if it ends... i was hoping that there would be one of those places here in bintulu. if it was me ferr abe and tod... we'd be lighting up ciggys and a cigar... and talk about what life would be like after we all went back. how would all the our of us would be like after... would we actually still be the exact some individuals if we were to actually meet again? and just catch up with lost times.... at night... we'd be sitting down at the same spot... looking up the sky.... with those whole lot of stars... (yes it sounds sappy... but you guys should've been there... then you'd know). really wished it hadn't end.

to the mcGiffs... let's chill 5 or 6 years from now... somewhere in KL... where i can actually afford to go... hahah. look for a nice location... and just chill. with chips... dips... ciggys and cigars. and catch up. yeap... definitely missing you guys. we could recruit faidz at the same time. itd be great.

I'm Not O-fucking-Kay....

Well... nothing much about work. not going to say anything about work in this blog as much as i can... as this will be my real job as an Exec(Occupational Health and Hygiene). as far as i can say... today... things turns out to be pretty cool anyway. no more bad perceptions... (well not as much)... and has been positive more than ive ever been since i stepped foot here... so im okay.... trust me... =D.

I got a pretty cool room for a cheap hotel with a depressing set of night club singers singing some really bad choice of songs where id prefer not force myself be online in the lounge so that i could get away from the song. but today i came prepared with a set of head phones and some angry songs that just keeps me really hype up.

bintulu is... well... well basically not the run of the mill of my life. as kampung as troy is... come on... i LOVE troy. honestly... i loved it since i stepped in as a freshmen. sabah? okay... i regret saying how boring sabah is... honestly saying... even from locals here... they say this... Kota Kinabalu is like the best town in borneo. period. cant wait to go home... and just chill... and going with the flow....

rite now... all i know... is i cant wait to go up and throw my head on the pillow and just totally sink in and waking up as late as i can. and my 'as late as i can' is actually 8 pm. heh. btw... this sucky hotel does NOT have a gym. SUCKS!

well im bummed out... tired... if you guys are bored or anything... feel free to call me. laterss....

Surreal... but Sweet....

So many things happened in just 3 whole days.... probably the best moment of my life in Sabah. just going with the flow... if it happens... it happens... if not... ive learn so many things and i dont think id be pissed if it didnt work.

I dont know what to say... because usually when things actually starts happening... i become reserved... so... yeap... i dont know what to say. ahahaha. but i do miss Miss Melody.... with her lenggok, and her down to earth hi, and sweet sweeeet smile.... she's definitely my number 2 girl rite now. sorry atiee, fera, mary, i have to bump you guys up. who's number 1? well it involves a lot of driving and a lot of coffee and partying.

when i was chillin at shenanigans, i accidentally met 2 of my primary school friends. hahaha. and one guy didnt expect to see me the way i am, and the other guy, i didnt expect to see him the way he is. he was surrounded by 4 TALL hot chicks... like duuuude!! did NOT see that coming at all. and now he invited me to chill at his bday party at the beach... he told me there's going to be a LOT of girls... and he doesnt think he could actually handle all of them... hence needs some back up. hahaha. i dont know if i should help him out. but i do know that the girls are really hot. however... i dont think looking for girls would be a problem as much for me now. probably not that much interested anymore. (this is where i say thank you to faidz... thank you PAIZZ!!)

i never knew how Sabah could actually be awesome, and most of all... magical. most of my times ive spent by going to CC, and just become a supir for the family. (supir = driver). but now, there's so much more out of it. you could actually walk by the beach at nite... with fish jumping out of the ocean. next time id definitely bring in a fishing rod along. then there's this nice dessert place... small and quite nice of a chinese setting... with really good ais kacang.

then there's my random trip t my cousin's beach house... where suddenly they have 7 lobster freshly caught... for free... and we ate there scrumptiously with my cousin. it was so damn awesome. then i took a walk on the quiet beach... and felt relaxed and peaceful. also... i didnt know there's a shisha place in sabah. again... just by the beach. come to think of it... a lot of cool stuff by the beach. heh. so guys... i'll take you guys around if you ever are in Sabah...

anyway... i'll be working soon... something suddenly kinda triggered me inside to have a career change... but ntah laa... we'll see how it goes. like i said... let's go with the flow. probably i could actually be one of the top guys in petronas legally, and actually do own a mini cooper, or a mustang 2005. definitely.... well i cant wait for more randomness to happen in my life... and guys... i Carpe Diem-ed... and it worked.... so... you guys should.....

Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir & Batin....

woke up early with a plan to pose enam on raya kedua. but turns out... my sahur alarm didnt work as i took that strong allergy pills. heh. anyway... as i was chillin down at my grandma's and my Mak Tua's home yesterday... then i remember what'd i missed. that family jokes and loudness. i do come from a loud family. and man... i have like soooo many nephews and nieces... i seem to lose count and name of who's who. my second raya is about to start... and only to find out that my favorite aviator... the original ray ban is lost somewhere in my kampung. luckily we're going again today... so im going aviators hunting today.

anyway... i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir & Batin to my dear friends... the terror trio... you guys should've been there with me last nite? where? hehehe... involves a cigar, hot women, 1 hot filipino woman, and some skills i dont even know i actually have. :D. anyway... you guys are like the coolest ppl to me. so, i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya for any cheap short jokes, any bad jokes ive did. it's all cool guys. to the McGiffs 303.... around this time of year... usually we'll start watching cheezy movies the whole day... and indulge ourselves with all the instant raya thingys you could get... rendang, lemang, ketupat, serunding (by this time i think they'd probably came up with instant nasi ayam or sumthin). and you guys do the best thing with me... redefining chillin... alif ta wau... missing the flow with alizee and led zeppelin in the background while kita balas pantun and sambung ceter. you guys rock... cik atiee... dont be sad celebrating raya with just aliya. you know you have ur love of ur life me :P... and then ur boyfriend armand after. hehehehe. if ur ever bored and down... there's always me to call. armand the bf would probably wont be available as much since he'd be living it up indulging himself in rendang and all... SAS le pacte... i know i havent been there as much due to my absence almost everywhere currently, especially being in Sabah.... i know if i were chilling wit all of you... we'd be livin it up ampang style... represent.... RPI hommies... thank you for all the experiences... the great times... great food... ija, taroi, jebat, nawaal, adilah, elle, julie... miss you guys so much... lain kali... kita buat movie gathering kat midvalley ke aper... hopefully. my batch... really miss crashing to ur place and just sit down and flip thru the channel while gluttoning into your hari raya food three days in a row. :D.

basically.... to all... Selamat Hari Raya... Maaf Zahir batin.... you guys rock... and forgive me for all the mistakes ive ever done to you all... kalau ada hutang ke aper... please do tell me... i'll do whatever i can to settle it.

My malam takbir raya, and malam raya were... all about carpe diemming. ive not carpe diemming all out. just taking my sweet time... although time i know would not be on my side as much... after that... its work work work... and 'news' is work work work far far far.... but ntah laa... backing out kot.... quite intimidated... you understand abe... hehehe. you do.... take care guys....