hahah.... lama giler tak sentuh. lot of stuff happened during spring break. I went to Vegas, won lots of cash in the machine slots. it was rad. from there i drove down to grand canyon where i saw the most beautiful view i have ever seen. the red rocks glows as dawn breaks and the breezy air brushes through me just makes me shiver and smile. by this time, you should have known that i only dreamt that i went to vegas and won a lot of money since i am really truly broke, and the closest thing i got through breezy air is my short, well actually long trip to brisk cape cod. well not actually brisk, but it was friggin cold. hahah. but somehow, to me, it was worth the drive. i got out of troy, peed on the ground outside of a closed restroom with the guys, and stood by the shore watching soil erosion and the endless horizon, wishing that Willy would just jump out of the water and michael jackson would pop up somewhere singing the free willy theme song. haha. bullshit. but all in all it was fun. i went there with great friends, i ate hainanese chicken rice, kang kung belacan (my most favorite sayur of all), and some kind of sotong that ellias ordered.

the cold shore...



choking on a burger in cape cod



me and ellias rocking quincy market



by the time i came back, i only have 60 bucks of cash left. haha. i didn't really spend a lot for the trip since we only drove with my car, and seeing the view, taking digital pictures, and having fun was worth it. i only had to use the left over money for car insurance and credit card. hah. btw, i went to out back. it was fabulous. for the first time i tried something else besides ayers rock strip and rack of lamb. rib-eyed steak was juicy, delicious, and tasty. i'm saliving as i am writing this thing. shoot. i watched way too much movies this spring break. but somehow i still feel it was worht it. i spend my whole semester sitting in front of books, rushing back and forth, waking up 6.30am everyday, and missing my late wakeups. yess, although i did not go anywhere for spring break, it was worth it!! watched unfaithful which was so hot, somehow women over 40 nowadays just lifts me up. well... SEXY women over 40. then i watched boogie nights which wasn't really good. passion of the christ was cool. too graphic but cool. i definitely know that one of the best movie now is Battle Royal. recommended. the girls in there are so hot with their hot cute student uniform. and somehow kawada-san was one cool dude. but he cant top the kid who joined the game for fun. i dont remember his name though. but that was pure evil. however not as pure as William Cutty from Gangs of New York. i have to admit, out of all the movies i have ever watched in my life, i find that William Cutty the butcher is a very bad ass character and Daniel Day Lewis played him very well. that's pure evil.

anyway, now i'm back to the books, back to the morning wake ups, and back to the back and forth to work. tiring. but 7 more weeks of school to go. one of the best quotes i've heard this week is from my friend. "Ego doesn't do you anything". too much ego that is. some ego is necessary. too much ego could cause you loved ones, friends, and your life. treat life well, everything well, and life will treat you well....


"life is too short, if you dont take the risk, you'll never live life" -> me.