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Monday, September 26, 2005

Blind....

A lot of people are blind... not physically... but mentally. they're not aware of what the main issue is about, and refuse to listen to whatever advice from a friend, whatever public announcement, whatever their hearts tell them. why? the first time round of doing that, sure, shit happens. but if it happens numerous times... a big middle finger to your face.

blind 1
Lately, i see a lot of blind people. first of all... Malaysian Idol. wow... Daniel huh? he can sing? sure he sings better than i do. but what about farah? what about nita? oh come on. and yes the majority vote comes from teenage girls who are head over heels over daniel's cute face. if they dont realize it already... let me tell you this... he is soooo gay. even if he isnt, he sure acts like one. sigh. there are so much more better people than him, why'd be ignorant, and let him represent World Idol.

blind 2
the past week, i had a privilage of swimming with a turtle. it kind of dawned me, when i was a kid, i was one of the ignorant kid who enjoyed the turtle eggs. nice slurp with some soy sauce... yummy!! but then, it was pretty hard to obtain for anyone who sold it would be fined or jailed atau kedua-duanya sekali. then the cravings just went away, and then conscience starts kicking in. these are endangered species, and we as humans, as individual have all the right to keep the turtles live, these beautiful creatures, who get to live up to 200 hundred years old where, if you think about it, not only you get to see it, your kids, your granchild, and even your great grandchild would have the chance of seeing these amazing beauties dance in the ocean, and go up land once every 2-3 years, and tear out their hardwork, and only hoping to see their spawns would travel the world and experience it as they did. however, some of these blind, bloody immigrants, would tend to dig up their eggs, and devour it, and then selling them at a very costly price. big time. regardless how the public denounce such act, and penalize others who do such mindless act, some people would still prefer to turn a blind eye, and take the risk, not caring what this world might lose one day....

blind 3
dont you think hiphop is overrated? strangely enough, my sisters do not enjoy hiphop. which is good. but i know, how most of current young generations, like nodding their heads to hiphop. and i am mostly talking about the eager young minds of our country. most hiphop lyrics, videoclips, still evolve around how you flash your blings, how your rims spin, how many asses you get to smack, and how many ladies get to play with your magic stix. kids... (i think its high time i call them kids)... please... pay attention to the lyrics. no matter how uncool i may get, these songs arent only offensive to women, but also to the public. but there are some great rappers there with great mind who create the rhymes that actually matters. kanye, eminem (well most of his songs is about killing his mom, but there are other rhymes that talk about hard living and struggles as a discrimanated white trash), BEP, Jay-Z (although some of his songs are still about rims, hoes, blings and what not). but then again, i guess, its a way for the african americans say 'you can now kiss my big black ass white people!!' just another way of having their debts repaid after 100 years of struggle for their people. so people, listen and understand the song that you're listening to. its worth the brain cells.

blind 4
love? depression? alone? yeap... these are other criterias that could actually make a person blind. and individual even with the most beautiful intellectual mind, would be blind from such occurences. you might be missing someone so deeply, madly, and yet the other doesnt even care what actually happens to you. you might be having a crush on someone for years and years, and tend to oversee what the person would want to treat you as actually... an object. you might be depress and clouded by your current job, current assingment, that you tend to oversee that your relationhship is currently crumbling. Even your life is actually sinking deeper into the quicksand with you not noticing with the abundant workpile, whole sea of loneliness drowning you if you dont get a grip on what is real, what actually matters, and that your friends are the ones who are actually there for you, and listen to you, and remember... your friends now the best, no matter how you think that they just dont understand what you feel.... worst comes to worst... He is always there, even if you dont notice. He may not seem to be there... but then, you're still breathing arent you? are you one of those people who had their homes crushed by big fat katrina? sigh... if only i could make myself listen to myself.....

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