wait, i can do this.... sorry what was i supposed to do again?

Monday, January 26, 2004

sitting down in the library. thinking, wondering pondering.

i woke up this morning, with my three sweaters on, two thick comforters, and had one of the best dreams, yet, still wondering, would it happen? i've never felt so good after the dream, since i reached rpi. no, NO, its not a wet dream. do you think dreams come true?

dreams, are just a part of your unconsciousness, that seems to just keep flowing, and thinking, without you even knowing it, when you walk, when you play, when you drive, and when you sleep. from some research, dreams are a gamut of what you did that day. everything you did that day just combined into smushed blurry movie, that lets you see what you did that day, what you were thinking about that day, or what you would want to happen that day. it is what ppl in the 50's found out that and named it REM, where at that time your eyes develops rapid movement in your sleep, or clal Rapid Eye Movement, or, in another version unscientific way of describing it, your just dreaming.

some say, dreams, is the devils game. it shows you want you a different view or something that you detest or just something that you would not want to happen so bad, that you know it'll just push you off the edge. the dreams would usually involve snakes, worms, disgruntled figure of yourself, or just something really really scary undefined in the merriam webster dictionary and is only left to yourself to know how scared were you at that time.

some say, dreams, is something to show, what could happen, if you pray really hard, and being sincere about it, and think about it all the time. in this case, people pray about it everyday, and just hoping that it would happen. and your brain just develop the electrokinetic energy, that simulates the neuron, via thalamus, and produces emotions, and the brain's cortex would then develop these disparated images.

well, all in all, i dreamt about a lot of stuff, snakes, worms, ghosts, flying, falling from klcc, dating siti nurhaliza, being a strong soldier with my full metal jacket protecting a girl in an empty abandon house with banana trees all over, or just what i dreamt last nite. and i think it is up to you to pray, and to know what's is good what is not. well, i think the dream i had, has been my thoughts of what i had for a long time. and what could happen if i just pray, and pray, and hope without pushing it, it could happen. insya allah....


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