yes... i'm getting busy, as you can see the slow progress updating of my say. right now, sitting down in the library, just waiting for my pdf's file to print. you see, i have about more than 100 pages to print. so i need to save space, paper, and electricity (yup one more step to the enve thingy), in order to do that, i have to print 4 page on one sheet. but it would do that unless i print the pdf file as image. and the problem with 'printing with fucking image' is that it takes about 5 mins to read the the file of 4 pages, before it can print. wtf sial? Weekend nih giler hectic. sigh. i dont really have much cash in my pocket, but ah, it challenging... huyeaah....

Stupid

Why do people do stupid things? satisfaction? entertainment? action? love? geram? just for a joke? or just plain stupid? Some people think others that have blogs are stupid. Some people think others who think that are stupid. Just how degrading does one have to be rated as stupid? well i think definitely the things the people do in "Real World" are stupid, except of course the only matured and only "Real World" that i like. But, personally i think the most important thing is what does the person who is doing that thing think. Everything done by a man, usually, there is a reason behind it. One cant just lash out to these 'stupid' people as they say without knowing the main motive behind the act. Sometimes, that indiviual doesnt really tell why. So just dont assume out of the blue. there are a lot of stuff we might not know about the other person. sometimes they just wont say, because like usual, the truth hurts. Always understand the problem, overview, analyze, and then action comes in. I never liked people who dont reason. one of the most people who nearly never reasons are my SAS warden. Always reason. then take action. hmm. for example, this blog thing. like i said earlier, some people just find it too stupid. but then as i was browsing at nazha's page, she pointed out something very reasonable, and totally makes the stand. having a blog is actually one way to reach out to your long lost friends. i have 100+ contacts in my msgr, friendster, whatever, but i never do have the time to IM or email each one of my buddies. not that i forget or just ignore them. its just there is not much time in one's hand. from blogs, people could just look up their friends, and check out what how they're doing lately. Really nazha, you made a good point. Sometimes, men usually pursue girls that others know they are so out of the league, or never going to get what they're going for, and they are pointed out as stupid. well... personally, after so much experience, (thanks rina :P), the challenge is always great. and sometimes, if it didn't turn out like i wanted to, usually it'd be ending in great terms anyway. me rina, me ayun, me Jennifer Aniston, me Charlize Theron. besides, its always always nice to have someone special to talk to, comfortable with, and in my case with miss Jennifer Aniston, we cuddle sometimes too, although i always hoped it to be rina. demmit. :P. just kidding. Sometimes when i plan to go bungee jumping or sky diving, people call me stupid, but i dont think it is. I like the thrill, the excitement, and most of all, the adrenaline rush, that gushes through your vein and beautiful things that god created, and you're heart beats so much faster, knowing that you have life in you. huyeaah. well... all in all, i dont think we should say how stupid people are without rationalizing their motives, and their reasons. i wont deny it, i'm not perfect, and i do call people stupid too sometimes. heh. but sometimes, if you think about it... there's always a reason.....